Favourite time of the day
These past days and weeks were just fucked up. I don’t even really know what is happening. Everything is just wrong and I feel guilty, ridiculous and alone because of all this shit and it seems like all this fuckery has no end.
Christmas lights are already hanging everywhere! :)
My boyfriend surprised me with this rose on our ninth monthsary. It was really unexpected because the day didn’t start so well. We argued a little and he told me that he didn’t want to see me anymore. On the afternoon he said that he wanted to meet me and I thought he would wait for me at Karlsplatz but when I went downstairs I saw him hiding in the corner with a rose waiting for me haha. I didn’t really know how to react because I thought that he was still mad at me. But it was a great surprise and I’m really lucky to have such a great boyfriend like him.
It’s almost 3 am in the morning and I finally found some time to blog a little bit. I really miss it. These two pictures were taken this week from my window because the light was so smooth and I just loved it so I tried to capture it. I knowt the photos aren’t that special but I hope you’ll like it a little.
So, what’s currently going on with my life? Actually nothing special. School is stressing me out, as always. But I’ll get through it - I hope. Actually, I don’t really care much about school anymore because it’s just annoying. What really gets on my nerves is that I never find some time for myself like go out, take pictures and edit them afterwards. That’s why I don’t post much at the moment.
However, I’m happy that I get to see my boyfriend every friday or saturday because he really is my motivation to get through these weeks.
Anyway, there are certain things that I’m really excited about. I’m going to be on the Philippines on my Christmas break and I’m really happy that I get to spend Christmas with my family there. I know it’s going to be joyful. Also, we’re going to be in Boracay on New Year with a lot of people. But I’m actually more excited about taking pictures on the beach rather than sunbathing or going out with my cousins. But we’ll what is going to happen.
I know not all of you would read this but if you’re more interested in my pictures then just scroll through my blog or visit my photography blog :)
It’s the 15th of the month. I really love you boo :) ❤️
And another day full of procrastination and regret has passed.
can’t. stop. procrastinating.